What Age were You?
14
What Kind of Kiss was It?
one with a lot of passion and feeling
Who and Where?
Jonathan, in the hallway. I had my first kiss before but I'm counting this as my first kiss.
How Did it Happen?
I had a boyfriend named Austin at the time, and we have kissed before but only tap kisses. One day he was like 'Baby, I gotta go, my brother is waiting for me outside'. My best friend, Jonathan, was with me when he said that. I say 'Okay, bye, text me' and he says 'okay' and we kiss for like 10 seconds, right in front of Jonathan and then he leaves. When I look around I don't see Jonathan anywhere. I go back into the school and there he is by his locker, and the halls were clear. 'Why'd you leave?' I asked him. 'oh, um, I just needed something from my locker' he said. 'Oh, okay, ready to go?' I ask. 'Why do you like Austin?' he asked me all of a sudden. I look at him at he's looking down. Then he looks me in my eyes and we just stand there starring at each other. I have a feeling I've never felt before in the pit of my stomach so I look away. Jonathan reaches out and put his arms around my waist bringing me close to him. My arms are still to my sides and I'm looking down because I'm scared to look into his eyes. He takes one hand and picks up my chin so I can look at him and when I do I feel it again, that feeling. He was coming closer and closer and finally his lips touched mine and we were kissing. Jonathan started to open his mouth slowly, hesitating, and I opened my mouth too soon. Our tongues were mingling with each other. My knees were very weak and the kiss felt amazing. He gently pushes me to into the lockers and presses his body against mine. I HAD NO IDEA HE LIKED ME LIKE THAT, I HAD NO IDEA HE COULD KISS LIKE THAT :) The whole world was shut out when we were kissing...until we heard someone clear their throat loudly, 'Do that at home not in school' says our teacher. My face was so red I could've made a strawberry look pale. We left the school and went to my house as usual and we did homework while listening to music but i couldn't concentrate on anything but that kiss. 'I think we should just forget about it,' I say. 'How can you forget a kiss like that?' he asked. Remembering the kiss made me shiver, he saw and came close to me and kissed me softly on the lips once.
Advice
- Always Always Always follow your heart. If you don't feel comfortable with doing something then don't do it, if you feel forced then don't do it, if something doesn't feel right to you then don't do it.:) I'm happy with the choice I made :( I did have to break someone's heart and I really liked him, he was a great boyfriend, we're still great friends.