What Age were You?
What Kind of Kiss was It?
Who and Where?
My first kiss was with my first boyfriend, after school.
How Did it Happen?
My first kiss felt exactly how I wanted it to be: Magical.
It was February 12, 2010, a week after my boyfriend and I started going out. I knew him very well at the time already, but I still got those wild butterflies in my stomach whenever I was around him. I felt nervous every time he held my hand or gave me hug. My friend even tried giving him advice that I had no experience with kissing, but he said he was willing to wait for when I was ready :)
Anyway, it was after school when he held my hand (still got those butterflies, since he was also the first guy to hold my hand) and took me to a more private spot after school. My boyfriend was acting weird at the time, and that made me feel even more nervous. I kept thinking to myself, "is he gonna break up with me already?!" and "what's wrong??" We just stood there, as he anxiously looked around.
I started blabbering about random stuff because his silence was making me panic, and I didn't want him to be bored around me. In the middle of my random chatting and questions, however (which my chattering didn't even make sense, I had no idea what I was saying) he says he wanted to do something. That's when the idea entered my mind. I didn't know how it was possible for me to be even more nervous than I already was.
He got closer to me. I felt my heartbeat starting to race. I whispered, "I'm nervous.." Then, he told me to close my eyes. I hesitated at first. I've never kissed a guy before, so I didn't exactly know how to. But I still closed my eyes anyway, butterflies tingling in my stomach.
As he leaned down, it seemed like one of those wonderful moments when it felt like time was dragging on. It only happened in a second, but I felt everything. He leaned down (he's several inches taller) to me, my eyes were closed, and I felt his lips on mine, soft and sweet. My heart was beating faster than I've ever felt it before, and it was pumping really hard in my chest; I was almost certain he could feel it.
By the end of the kiss, he gave me the sweetest hug ever. I softly said, "That was my first kiss" and he said "Aww" because it was definitely one of those aww moments.
For the rest of that day, I couldn't keep the smile off of my face. February 12, 2010 felt like the happiest day of my life. And even today, every time my boyfriend kisses me, I still feel those amazing butterflies. I'm so thankful for him and for that memorable first kiss :)
It was no less than magical, perfect.
- I wouldn't do anything differently at all.