What Age were You?
14
What Kind of Kiss was It?
French
Who and Where?
Well, the girl was my first real girlfriend.
Her name is Rachel.
She had finally become my steady girlfriend, after trying and trying.
The Conversation about Kisses started when she told me that she had a dream we kissed, and apparently I had a weird look on my face, and we talked more and more, until we decided we would kiss.
This was the summer before school started, and so we didn't see each other much else besides band rehearsals. And one day, we had registration, and we walked for a while, and kissed.
How Did it Happen?
I found her at registration, and she was with her mom.
I met her mom really awkwardly, and we started walking.
At this point we were already holding hands, and we made it to a stairwell, and proceeded upstairs. We walked down this hallway, getting slower, and slower, and then we stopped. Looking deep in each others eye's, we sat there, and she says, "Rachel is nervous"
(speaking in 3rd person), and I said "I am too." So we started walking again.
Then made it around a corner, by the entrance to a balcony, which I found ironic how close our first kiss was from a balcony, and the wait was on.
We sat there, both leaning against this wall, and looking deeply in each other's eyes.
It seemed like an eternity we sat there and looked at each other, becoming more and more in Love, until she made her move. I couldn't do it, because I had never kissed anyone before. I didn't have any idea what I was doing, and I was so Shy, and so nervous, but after the kiss, she told me that she went for it because she really wanted to, and didn't want to regret not doing it.
Living with no regrets, she called it.
So she leans in, and I might also add, that she was convinced it was just gonna be a little peck on the lips, but I was convinced otherwise.
She leans in, and the sensation begins.
I started to get the whole thing down, and I felt such a high that I had no thoughts otherwise. I had no clue where I was, or anything, because frankly I didn't care.
The kiss started soft.
Then got more intense, and more sensual. And I got to play with her tongue a little ;)
I could have gone all day, but she felt the other way, and after a while, it was over.
And every kiss got better and better from there.
Advice
- First I would say, if you don't know what to do, Ask. If you feel awkward talking to them, maybe you shouldn't be kissing them yet. Communication is KEY!
- If I was to change things, I would've not broken up with this girl. I left her for the stupidest reason, and now she's gone. If things get rough, work together, and figure things out, and don't give up, like I did, because you could lose the one you love forever.