Who Was It With?
my guy friend
When Did You Realize It was Love?
Every day I saw him in class. He would just do things that made me go crazy
What Did It Feel Like?
It felt like love...every time I saw him I would try to impress him and be a flirt and be really cute. Every morning I would wake up, and when I was getting ready I would put something on that would impress him. I thought about him every second of my life... not exaggerating... every second, and when we stood next to each other I would get really nervous and my heart would start beating faster.
What Happened Next?
We never actually went out. I liked him almost the whole year, and at one point his friends were telling me that he was madly in love with me and they would tease us every day, but he never asked me out. It got really awkward between us but I tried to stay cool... then out of nowhere he got really mad at me and he hated me soo much! I started hating him too. I talked to an 8th grader about him, and I guess he got mad because I didn't tell him what I said to her. But it wasn't his business.. and even after he stopped being mad, I still loved him <3 but I knew he didn't like me any more. One of my good friends told me that love and hate are very close... and she was right because I still loved him. And when summer came I still liked him, but he went out with my best friend. I was really happy for her but I missed him soo much, and he was going way too fast with her.. they were going out for less then a minute and he told her he loved her, and he set as his status "hook me up. if you think you're pretty and a 10 call me... 638284663827363" WHILE they were going out...but they broke up and our relationship now is kinda confusing... he tells me he hates me but he tells me everything, and he calls me just to talk to me. But I don't like him anymore. I'm very happy with my new boyfriend who has his own story... he is leaving all of July and most of August, and he doesnt go to my school, and that leaves 20 days to spend with him... anyway, me and my guy friend have a very strange relationship now... and he was talking to another one of my friends and he told her he loved her too... but she doesn't like him so we will see what happens there...
Lessons Learned
- Don't fall too hard too fast for them unless you know you honestly love them and they love you or like you.... they can easily hurt you