Who Was It With?
It was my friend's cousin.
When Did You Realize It was Love?
I started realizing it when I couldn't stop thinking or talking about him.
What Did It Feel Like?
It felt amazing - all I wanted to do was be with him 24/7. I would look forward to seeing him every day, I WOULD DO CRAZY things like sneak out to be with him. I WOULD NEVER want to go out with my family, just to be with him. I rather be with him than anyone else!
What Happened Next?
We went out for about 4 month and we were in love, we argued a lot though. Like, he was the one who told me he loved me 1st. When we were at about 5 months, he started to act violent :(..... I WAS terrified of him, but I knew he loved me. My mom found out that we were together and she got mad, but then she realized it was OK..... I lost my virginity to him a month after, and our relationship was up's and down's....I felt like I was the one who loved him because he chose his sister over me, and we got in dumb arguments about her and all that, and his parents didn't like me! His dad thought I was a druggie but the truth is I'm a good girl.... I am 15 years old and my boyfriend's 17.... we have been together for 2 years and 3 months now. I can relate to a violent relationship. I feel stuck because I am in love with him and my love is so strong, I haven't gotten the courage to leave him for my own safety.
Lessons Learned
- GIRLS..... I know it might seem like love at first but please be careful! I know it's hard to believe me, writing my story, but I really want to help! No girl should ever have any hands put on her :) Every girl is worth something, even if you think you're not, you are.. Be careful and value yourself. You want your virginity to be for that special someone. You will know because the guy will go all out, not just in a hurry if that is the case. Still USE PROTECTION (ALWAYS). Please use your brains! Be careful and don't do crazy things and trust your mothers, they know it all!!! :) Good luck!!! >>>>>>>>>>>>> DIMPLES4108