Who Was It With?
It was with a boy that I first saw in 6th grade. His name was Chandler.
When Did You Realize It was Love?
I realized it was love when I was sick and he sent me a flower.
What Did It Feel Like?
It felt like a million feathers tickling my gut. It was real and unbelievable. It felt like our hands fit as two puzzle pieces.
What Happened Next?
I left for vacation and his best friend called me and told me that he cheated on me. I forgave him, being stupid. Then I got another call from his best friend again. He said that he cheated on me again but with two more girls. I was fed up and broke up with him. We talked on the phone for three hours that night. He admitted everything to me. Then he told me that he loved me and didn't want to lose me. I said that he should've thought of that before. We tried to be friends even though we still had feelings for each other. Then I moved on to a different guy. He moved on to a different girl. They broke up because he cheated on her. Why am I not surprised. The good thing though is that he still checks up on me and he is always asking how I am. He has apologized to me so many times I can't even count. Deep down I know that I still love him. I don't want myself to, but every time we start talking we both get feelings. But I am afraid to go back to him. But he understands. I know that I love him and I will never forget my first love.
Lessons Learned
- Guys lie
- Forgive and forget does not apply to cheating
- Love hurts but its part of life
- Never get sappy over a flower