Who Was It With?
I fell in love with my childhood friend. Let's hide him with the name Rie
When Did You Realize It was Love?
When we started growing up and I saw the man that he became.
What Did It Feel Like?
It was wonderful. I keep on thinking about him every night. I just want to see him and be with him. Even if he acts like a jerk sometimes I don't mind it at all. He make me see the real him deep inside. One time he farted I just didn't seem to be turned off. I really accept him as him and I don't care for turn off's. Whenever I'm beside him my heart beats so fast, especially when we are having a conversation. I just can't seem to get over him. I am always smiling whenever I am with him and he always makes me so very happy. He always completes my day. I just don't know why I fell deeply in love.
What Happened Next?
Well, at first I kept it as a secret but then I couldn't hide it anymore so I told him through chatting on Facebook. I told him everything and I thought that we will not be friends anymore but it seems like nothing's changed. We're just the same as we were before, sometimes arguing and sometimes sweet. It's like he doesn't mind that I like him but he didn't court me either. I know that he has a crush on someone else. But he always tells me not to have any boyfriend cause we're still young and he told me that he doesn't want to have any girlfriends cause he wants to study. I don't know if it is true. We're just continuing our relationship as more than friends but less than lovers. Complicated right???
Lessons Learned
- One thing for sure ... never hesitate to tell someone that you like them ... and never hesitate to show your love for them ... grab every opportunity to tell them how much you love and how much you care cause you'll never know what will happen before you try.