Who Was It With?
this guy at my school
When Did You Realize It was Love?
After the 1st month, used to be a crush but it developed into love
What Did It Feel Like?
The love I felt towards him made my heart flutter and I couldn't help but smile whenever I was around him. I could act like my real self. We were both open to each other. I didn't just fall for his looks, I fell for his characteristics.
What Happened Next?
He knew that I had a crush on him a week after I realized I had a crush on him. My feeling of love started about a month later and I guess he still thought I had a crush on him. But, I cried over him about 5 times. One reason was because even though we were never going out, he knew my feelings and broke my heart by going out with another girl. I convinced myself to get over him, and I kind of did, sometimes I doubt it though. He is my best friend and even though we don't talk as much as we used to, I sometimes wonder if my feeling of love for him still lingers...
Lessons Learned
- You never forget your first love.
- You never get over you first love.
- Trying to stop loving someone is cruel and painful, but also pointless because the feeling will never leave, even as the years pass by, and even if it's a REALLY small feeling.