Who Was It With?
It was with a certain footballer in our area
When Did You Realize It was Love?
I first had a dream about him, and I when come across him my heart beats
What Did It Feel Like?
It was hard for me because I didn't know whether he loved me or not, and I couldn't forget about him. So I went to propose to him, and he told me that he was also feeling the same way for me. That same time I was dating his friend, but I told him the truth and made it clear to him that I accepted the friend's proposal because I didn't get the chance to tell him. He told me that I shouldn't worry because he loved me too.
What Happened Next?
Many things have happened. I always call him and at times he doesn't pick my calls. I am staying in the same area with his mother, so when he came to visit her I escort him. I love this man a lot, but this man doesn't love me. He doesn't care about me, and him not picking my call even makes things worse. I just can't afford to lose him, I can't live without him. I love him very much, I sometimes even cry because of him. I feel that I'm nothing without him in my life, I feel like I'm useless without him . Please help me, I don't want to lose him!!!!!
Lessons Learned
- I don't know what to say because for now I am the saddest woman, and I don't think that I will be happy without this man. OH GOD WHY ME!