Who Was It With?
Chris(:
When Did You Realize It was Love?
After two weeks <3
What Did It Feel Like?
Well, obviously it was my first time, so I was pretty stoked. I think that both of us were. It made me feel really happy to have someone that "loved" me. And I also totally like the feeling of me "loving" him.
But, in some ways, it felt wrong. Because of how we met. Which, was online... Both of us kind of regretted it. But, we loved each other and we weren't going to let that detail get in the way.
What Happened Next?
So, after we met (online) I gave him my phone number and we were texting A LOT. We ended up falling for each other as far as I know. I know that I loved him, but I still think about if he ever loved me. We had a really special relationship. We told each other everything as if we were best friends. We didn't keep anything hidden. We would make each other laugh and sometimes cry. Some times, both (:
We were together for two years. We did break up twice though and later got back together. I still have not met him in person. We have talked about our future so much. Marriage, kids even. Some times it scares me but then I go back to that place from when I met him. We do still talk. But now I'm trying too decide about if we should still stay together and meet someday or not. Because, I do know the down side to us being together... But we still do talk every day. And I still love him :) And he still loves me.
Lessons Learned
- I learned that you should NEVER keep anything from the person you're dating.
- You should preferably always meet them the old fashioned way. Haha (not online)
- And you should never, ever do anything your heart isn't sure of.