Who Was It With?
My 'science buddy' Sasha when we were both 12, but now we are both 13.
When Did You Realize It was Love?
After a few months, I still liked him.
What Did It Feel Like?
He is a gymnast and so am I, but he is better so it really made me want to be as good as him so we would be equal. Sometimes just the thought of him can make me happy when I'm feeling down.
What Happened Next?
I still have a crush on him, but I haven't told him I like him yet. I suspect he likes me and I think he suspects I like him, but we are both quite shy and rarely talk, except in science when our mutual friend acts as an icebreaker.
I am too shy to face rejection, and also a little scared about what would happen if we did get together because it would cause gossip.
Lessons Learned
- I'd say if you really like him and are brave enough to be able to face the "I like but not in that way, let's just stay friends" rejection, go for it!