Who Was It With?
a friend
When Did You Realize It was Love?
on "beauty and the geek" day
What Did It Feel Like?
At first I tried to ignore it becuz I told myself that I wasn't going to like him...that he was just going to be a friend. But on beauty and the geek day he was dressed as a geek, duh, but everyone called him senior sexi pants...on his shirt it said "kiss tha geek" and it felt awesome...words don't describe how it felt.
What Happened Next?
After all the things with the beauty and the geek day, things got complicated...we would text and stuff but it was as friends. At first I just liked him, but day after day it grew. It was more than just, oh I like you, it was I love you. One day he asked me what was wrong becuz I had a look on my face. I told him I think I like you...and he was like really? and I said yeah. I told my friends. One of my friends asked him out and they began dating. I was hurt...and I asked him, if I had asked him out before that, what would he have said? He said that he would have said yes. A few weeks later they broke up...I was super happy. I asked him, will there be a time that we will date?? and he texted back, yes but not now. He stopped hanging out at the tables where all our friends hung out, then I found out that it was because of this girl Bree...she wouldn't let him talk to anyone....then they broke up. Me and him hung out a lot...then I asked him out and he said he would think about it...and a week later I was like, sooo, do you know? And he said I'll call you tonite...I said okay...he called but didn't give an answer. Later I found out from a friend that he asked out my friend again...and it hurt...
It's been a year. He is dating a new girl...I still love him...in May I asked him if he would go to a church prom with me he said yes...at the last minute...a week away he called and said he couldn't go cuz of his girl. To this day I still am in love with him...we talk but that's it...
Lessons Learned
- Don't fall in love with someone u know u could never be with...