Who Was It With?
my best friend / crush
When Did You Realize It was Love?
Valentine's Day 2004
What Did It Feel Like?
It was awesome, we didn't really know each other. I was st 6 in High School and he was with me in a class. So like always the bell rang to go home, and the girls got up first. I caught his eye and we just stared at each other as I walked out. We became best friends, sat next to each other in class, stared at each other, wrote letters, hung out together (with other friends) at break.
What Happened Next?
Well he told me he liked me, but then dated another girl and I dated his friend which pissed him off so I left the guy. Unfortunately we never got to date, but in my last year before going to college it was casual day and I looked really hot and the 2 of us were skipping class and joking around. Out of nowhere he pushed me against the wall and kissed me. (After 2 bloody years of waiting.) Anyway we are still friends today and phone each other regularly. We met a while back for some more smoochies, and I still like him, and he does too. It's been almost 7 years and we still like each other and last night he told me again he still has feelings for me. I'm turning 21 this year and he turns 22. But I will always be hoping that we can take things further. I have feelings for him that I haven't had for any other guys.
Lessons Learned
- Remember, you will get hurt eventually. But that is what makes you stronger, and to love more passionately!